the good the bad and the ugly

I cut up our pictures
They'll never last
And even tho i miss you
Im never coming back oh

She say i'm insensitive
I never mean to hurt tho
Also ima hermit
Whatever's coming
I deserve it bro
I smell something burning
The bridges down
And the tables turned
I feel so uncomfortable
No matter what its head to toe
I still got her pheromones
I keep putting her jacket on
Ask me how i'm feeling
I just fake a smile and nod it off

So i'm tossing and turning our bridge burnt down
Can you gimme one good reason i should stick around yeah
No I wont give you one goodbye
Don't know whats ahead of me
So I wont take no ones advice
Don't project your shit up onto me
I don't know what I wanna be
And I don't care who's that fond of me
This shit right here is my everything
I need a pen and paper to tell you
All the things I sacrificed in my life for this
It'd be a long list with a lot of bullshit right now that I really miss

So tell me what the fuck you mean
I wear my heart all on my sleeve
I open up to everyone I ever meet
And then they always fucking leave
Except the last one yeah thats all my fault
I wont blame anyone but myself
I cant drag you down with me if I don't make it outta this fucking hell
That don't mean I don't miss your smile
Or the way you looked in my eyes
How the fuck you calling me selfish i was worried bout you the whole time
Don't put your faith in me
I'm a bad bet to gamble with
Dancing with the devil at your door with the candle lit woo
It's a cold world tell me what your living for
I see the signs everywhere its too hard to ignore
And I hate myself enough for the both of us
Just let me go
I swear to god this is never what I wanted
Hit my phone I let it ring
Sabotaging everything
Yeah I lost my best friend and a part of me
I wont see again
Still holding on to the last bits
Tryna make sure the right pieces fit
Fucked up in my head but I know one day it wont mean shit
Mean Shit
Fucked up in my head but I know one day it wont
Mean shit