E_very second is agony

Darkness, so cold, yet warm
A living paradox and one that perfectly represents my struggles
Pouring drink after drink until I start to drown
Deeper, and deeper I sink

Once upon a midnight dreary
While I pondered, weak and wear
Stay my fragile mind I never wanna see you again
Hear that knocking at my door
An apparition evermore
I'll never open up my heart has been condemned yeah

Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
I'll never get to look into your eyes
While I drown in all your lies
Suffering from all the pain
Left soaking with these bloody stains
You know I'm gonna snap
I'm falling apart at the seams
Everything's going black
When you see darkness in your sleep
You'll never make it back
The further I go I can't breathe
Can you hear me gasp
Put that gun right up to me
I need to hear that blast

So now I'm bathing in my blood
Oh well I guess it's just my luck
It's white hot fire that won't stop pouring right out of my head
How is that I'm still conscious
I thought that I'd be a carcass
The final countdown ticking telling you when I'll be dead
Please
Let me rest
Yeah I need it
Sleep is so elusive
It's like I've been up for years
Battling all these fears
Drinking too many beers
Bleeding right through my tears
I want to disappear

There's something hidden in the darkness
Whispers fill our head
They say our soul is clouded
Stalking every step we take
We've been so blinded
Planning our death every night
Yeah she designed this
The whispers are too loud
Hungry all consuming
When we start screaming out loud
It won't be soothing
She wants to take our life
We can't refuse her
Reaping our souls every night
Look in the mirror

Once upon a midnight dreary
While I pondered, weak and weary
Stay my fragile heart, will it make it through to the end
She's far too loud to ignore
I know that she's at the door
You can't make me open up
No way I'd be your puppet love
No
I'll never dance upon any of your strings
Need my freedom you can't ever clip these wings
Running ragged from every unpleasant thing
You put me through that made me this lonely king



Credits
Writer(s): Ruben Granados
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