Drown Away

Turn me inside out
I'm fed enough to let my constant doubts
Become the flaw that makes me sick

So spare me my vision
With the fiction
Bring the light in front of my eyes
To save my state of mind

I've grown the habit
Of the endless escaping
I choose to run away
From what I'm meant to be
And my own lies will do the trick for me

I'm on the run from my head
I'm on the run from all the responsibility
The more I run the darker everything gets
And even though I know
There's no dark and there's no light

But I don't see that everything is just inside my head
And If I could then I would choose to run away again
From all the darkness and the light and everything I know
But yet I'm too far to see if I can trust my eyes

I've grown the habit
Of the endless escaping
I choose to run away
From what I'm meant to be
And my own lies will do the trick for me

And I would sell my soul
To drown away from here
To finally disappear
I'd let the current flow
To take me to the place
Where I can finally make a peace with me

Just one more time and you'll be fine
Don't forget it's only you and I
Don't you want to finally rest your mind?
It would send the shivers down your spine

It's pulling me down
And I will rest my head
For all the things I've said
And all the wrong I've done
Will hunt me down

And I will always try to run away
Until the day I die