Homesick

I can't go out
I'm sick
Boo! You're a whore!

Do you ever
Think somebody else can just be better at being you?
'Cause I do
Maybe then I'd get my shit together
Do you make plans?
By the time you gotta go, you kinda hate them?
Feeling blue
'Cause me too
I forgot to take my medication

Now I'm already late 'cause I had to get my eyeliner even
And the voice in my head is shouting "what's the point of even leaving?"

So, I'm homesick again
Tell my friends I'm not going out
I'm homesick in bed
Oh, my head's such a mess, it's always
For a second, I feel fine but then I really wanna die
Oh, I'm homesick again
I'll try again tomorrow

Am I silly?
I wonder what it's like to just feel pretty
Without doubting myself (you suck)
I'm a Debbie Downer so forgive me

Now I'm already late 'cause I tried on tiny dresses I hated
And the voice in my head is shouting "having friends is overrated"

So, I'm homesick again
Tell my friends I'm not going out
I'm homesick in bed
Oh, my head's such a mess, it's always
For a second, I feel fine but then I really wanna die
Oh, I'm homesick again
I'll try again tomorrow

Really wanna die



Credits
Writer(s): Emma Block, Colin Foote, Alexander Borel
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