Soliloquies of a 2K

Yeah
I'm not on anybody's timeline but they keep me posted
I stay home like stage five lockdown peak in Covid
Heard of me but never see me like I'm Phiri Joseph
Yeah
Things not going well for me
And that is nothing but a mass attack
I'm the type to send my people up just a like a mass attack
All this stagnance now we all static
Hope the future looking bright
So I can burn my past and boast at it
Pins and needles on my body
Take my pain so I can poke at it
Break some bread so we can toast at it
But people toxic and intoxicated
No point in actin benign
I've been on many roads, I'm still not seeing no signs
You would swear the windscreen got invisible blinds
Tired of sobbing, when you ask me how I'm doing
I'm fine

But I'm contemplating right between suicide and crime
You tell me "face your fears" when I face that shit like everyday
Tell me "wipe your tears" but they on my pillow anyway
Since I'm broke and unemployed
When I Weather through the storm in May, might as well call me Floyd
I had several managers, still couldn't fill the void
I was self employed eventually, still couldn't see the coins
When the government keeps you dry
And you can't make her moist
Then you wonder why?
I'm always feeling cold in the summer time
Different typa music when you listen to your mother cry
Different typa ray when you looking at the thunder shine
I carry pain like a cargo load
When it rains it pours, purple reign in the styrofoam
I'm outgoing but like TVs, I stay remote
Shit tends to spiral when we try to gain complete control
I feel dead, it's like I'm breathing but a bleeding soul
It's like I'm breathing but really I'm just a leaving soul

"Instagram is like an advert for the life you don't live, you know
So... if that seeps into your head like uhh... you know, for long enough?
You're gonna have no confidence, you know?
So you really gotta teach yourself to be happy with - with who you are."

Soliloquies of a Two-K, uh!



Credits
Writer(s): Mhlengi Phiri
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