Playing House

I can't stop crying but it's weird cause I'm not sad
This is just something that I never thought I'd have
I can't stop smiling, my frown is always upside down my jaw is killing me
But it's the best kind of pain and you only make it worse whenever you say my name

Can you do me a favor, can you get back in bed
Can we live in this moment, not think of the day ahead
Let's enjoy these chicken biscuits, I'll put some bill withers on
And we can just laugh together all morning long

I wanna play house with you, I wanna change mine to ours
I wanna share the same address where we park our little car
I wanna flip chocolate chip pancakes in the kitchen we share
I don't care where it is, as long as you're there
Tucking me in kissing me goodnight, that sounds just right

I love our toothbrushes
The way they look in the wobbling cup by the sink I think
I'm starting to like the aesthetic, everything you own in blue I own in pink
Oh sexist marketing, what are you gonna do
I meditate, to the sound of you breathing at night, it's light
But it helps me fall asleep knowing you're at peace and that everythings alright

Everynight before I close my eyes I thank the stars above
In a time where everything is uncertain you're one thing I'm certain of
And if I had a time machine I would go back so I could relive every memory or no I'd go forward so I could see us

Playing house you and me, hanging up pictures in our hall
Mixing popcorn with m&ms and carving pumpkins in the fall
Hear you singing made up songs as you unload the dishwasher
These songs that become lullabies you sing to our daughter
That sounds ideal wish it was real

I can't stop crying when I think of some of the stuff you say
If I had one wish, it'd be to take your pain away
All my life I've been so scared of my future but with you I've never felt so sure
You make me fearless

I hope to one day play house together, change mine to ours
Sit by our fire pit and wish on shooting stars
Until that day I'll just dream away and wish the best I can for a chance
To play house with you again and again and again and again and again
To play house with you again and again and again and again and again