In My Dreams

Thought I moved on
But I guess I was wrong
And now, I'm back to the start
And I'll tell you I'm fine
We both know that's a lie
Cause to tell you the truth
There's no damn getting over you

And I could never hate you
So I just hate myself
For sitting here and hoping you won't fall for someone else
Too scared to see you but can't
look away
Oh and I get this gut feeling

That one day you'll open your eyes
And see me in a different light
But I know that it's in my dreams
Couldn't it be a reality
Why'd you have to love me?
Why'd you have to love me? Platonically

Avoided your calls thinking that it would help me
But it only made me miss you more
What else can I do but try and pretend
That it doesn't exist anymore

I could never hate you so I just hate myself
You just don't see me when you're stuck on someone else
Too scared to need you, but losing you is too hard to take
And I get this gut feeling

That one day you'll open your eyes
And see me in a different light
But I know that it's in my dreams
Couldn't it be a reality
Why'd you have to love me?
Why'd you have to love me?

And I used to think that you writing thousands of songs about her was funny till I started doing it too
Keep telling myself to find somebody new
But I always keep on coming back to you
What else can I do?

I could never hate you so I just hate myself
You just don't see me when you're stuck on someone else

One day you'll open your eyes
And see me in a different light
But I know, yes I know
That it's in my dreams
Couldn't it be a reality
Why'd you have to love me?
Why'd you have to love me?
Why'd you have to love me? Platonically