Wasted

I been on hard drugs all afternoon
Please don't follow me into my room
You aren't gonna wanna see what I do
I'm embarrassed that you already knew

Yeah, you already knew my motive and all the angles to my problems that you clearly had noted
When you spoke down to me, patronize me like a chump
You showed me who I was, but really wasn't who I want
I leveled out the playing field let's take another bump
The marijuana keeps me level-headed on the hunt
You know I'm looking out for you and I don't want to show
The dark side of mine when I'm trying to make the most of what I got for you and what I got for me
Just pour it up and break it down
Let's burn up all this weed
My coping mechanisms that be faulty and in need
In desperate need of something manifesting in my dreams
The psychedelics opened up these realms I couldn't see
Manipulate perceptions of the value, what is me
The nothingness of heartbreaks
This emptiness is not fake
It tricks you into feeling fine, when that is not the right way
The right way is this
The right way is that
Condescending people all just make me want to laugh
Talking down to me, you as spineless as a rat
You'd flip on me like acrobat, and never look on back
You'd trade it all, avoid the fall, and I don't get a call
I'm stuck out here in limbo with no weed or alcohol
Talk about a shitty situation where's the blow
The perks of all these drugs is I get numb and let 'em go
Forgetful of the past is something I don't really know
I run these laps around in circles, why you gotta go
The worst part about it
I'm a drug-infested addict
I hypnotized myself an act like I don't do blue magic
The baddest of the Boston clans you know what Zack's saying
This funny motherfucker rap his ass off he ain't playing
He cold as hell and icy
And got me rapping like Z
Cadence my approach to the beat, oh I might be
Onto something new

Yeah, you already knew my motive and all the angles to my problems that you clearly had noted
When you spoke down to me, patronize me like a chump
You showed me who I was, but really wasn't who I want
I leveled out the playing field let's take another bump
The marijuana keeps me level-headed on the hunt
You know I'm looking out for you & I don't want to show
The dark side of mine when I'm trying to make the most of what I got for you and what I got for me



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Writer(s): Troy Eggeling
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