Pulling Me Backwards

There's been something that's bothering me
Just the fact that you'll never let me leave
In conclusion, I'm done with you using me
For your selfish needs

You're scared
That I am now aware of the things you tricked me into
You tried so hard to hide it
Now you fear the end is near
Although you seemed to love to do all the things I hate
You pushed your insecurities on me
You pushed them there so I feel guilty

I hate to say it, but you've gotta go
I can't keep living with you
Pulling me backwards
I know you'll hate me
But you've crossed a line
And I value myself before anyone else

There's been something that's bothering you
I memorized your tricks
And now you don't know what to do
Pacing forth and back
Manipulating me to want you back
But it ain't gonna work this time

Now I'm scared
Because you don't want me to leave
And I'm a sucker for an apology
Now you're upset
That I regret all the wrong choices I have made
Why do you love to mess with me?
Now you're chasing me down
Like I never wanted you around
Did you forget?
I'm also being discarded right now

I hate to say it, but you've gotta go
I can't keep living with you
Pulling me backwards
I know you'll hate me
But you've crossed a line
And I value myself before anyone else

(Ah, ah, ah, oh, ah, ah)
Woah

You think it's funny when it's not

I hate to say it, but you've gotta go
I can't keep living with you
Pulling me backwards
I know you'll hate me
But you've crossed a line
And I value myself before anyone else

Now you feel there's a lack of consistence
I don't know what to tell you
I just need to keep distance
And I know it bothers you
You can't be on your own
But I'm not here just to take room up on your phone

(Distance)
(Silence)
(Lack of words)
(Pulling me backwards)