Carrier

I thought you were mine
In the back with the notes
I knew that I owed you
You carried the hope

I knew all the signs
But I took advantage
I pushed off the panic
By blurring the lines

I romanticized
But it had developed
I might have embellished
But it was high

It was a bitter goodbye
I knew that it would be
You couldn't have saved me
But I know that you tried

All that I said was a lie
I confess it was dying
This wasn't a mess for your eyes
I was meant to be trying

I went home and cried
Because I was ruthless
I know how to do this
But can't do it right

I started a fight
I wanted your focus
I roll with the punches
The pain felt nice

All that I said was a lie
I confess it was dying
This wasn't a mess for your eyes
I was meant to be trying

If I could go back to that night
I would choose you, my friend
So remember the things I did right
Wish I could do them again

I thought you were mine
But I'll never know
Cause I need to tell you
I'm letting you go

I wanted to call
It had to be you
I never meant for all I put you through

All that I said was a lie
I confess it was dying
This wasn't a mess for your eyes
I was meant to be trying

If I could go back to that night
I would choose you, my friend
So remember the things I did right
Wish I could do them again



Credits
Writer(s): Thomas Wagstaffe
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