Apathy

Red brick house up the road
Parents working on the drive
I promised I'd be back by five
Old green leaf suburban home
Playing street football games
Running back in the rain
Growing up happiness came so easy

But I can't feel that anymore
Something wrong with my head
Muscles tight in my chest
And I don't smile like before
Fix the chemicals in me
I'm drowning in apathy

Look out into the London sky
It's all flashing lights
The people, the sound of the night
Do I really belong here? I don't feel right
Can't sleep at night
It hurts that I don't have any fight
I'm still young and I'm trying to find something in me

But I can't feel that anymore
Something wrong with my head
Muscles tight in my chest
And I don't smile like before
Fix the chemicals in me
I'm drowning in apathy

I'm doing all I can just to be happy
But I'm still lost and I find it hard to breathe
To that boy living his life so carefree
Will you pull me up when I'm slipping underneath

Can't look back cos I know I'm on track but I've got to just ask you to turn the light on
Can't look back cos I know I'm on track but I've got to just ask you to turn the light on
Can't look back cos I know I'm on track but I've got to just ask you to turn the light on
Can't look back cos I know I'm on track but I've got to just ask you to turn the light on
Can't look back cos I know I'm on track but I've got to just ask you to turn the light on
Can't look back cos I know I'm on track but I've got to just ask you to turn the light on
Can't look back cos I know I'm on track but I've got to just ask you to turn the light on
Can't look back cos I know I'm on track but I've got to just ask you to turn the light on
Turn the light on
Turn the light on
Turn the light on

I can't feel that anymore
But it's all in my head
Heart still beating in my chest
And I don't smile like before
It's just the chemicals in me
I can deal with the apathy
I can deal with the apathy
I can deal with the apathy



Credits
Writer(s): Philip Burn
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