Feelin' Different

I've been all up in it feelin' different, countin' digits yeah
Stay up out my business, ain't no switchin' I been with it yeah
Won't say I'm the illest but I spread just like a sickness yeah
I get that bag, I take it back and flip it like a gymnast yeah

Beaman I'm back and I'm playin no games
Portland and back got me feelin' like Dame
Need me a chick with a ginormous peach so that everyone know that it's James
I need me a front page, I need me a whole stage
I needed guidance but nobody had it so I started paving a way
Now all these people they watchin' me, pull out that phone and go follow me
I'm bout to start a monopoly, nobody taxing my property
I made it farther than anyone thought, I'm definition of possibly
Roll up a blunt and I dip it in wax, that be the only thing tossing me
Man on a mission I'm after a plaque, don't confuse it with no flossing teeth
People been giving shit all my life, fuck what anybody thought of me
I'm over the rentals I don't need a lease, this shit a stickup so run me the beat
I'll take what I'm earning I'm not here to please, they told me to be who I wanted to be

I've been all up in it feelin' different, countin' digits yeah
Stay up out my business, ain't no switchin' I been with it yeah
Won't say I'm the illest but I spread just like a sickness yeah
I get that bag, I take it back and flip it like a gymnast yeah

They don't got the gas like me - They ain't coming hard as a cast like me
They just wanna judge, everybody hold a grudge when you come up with a past like me
Fuck em' cause what do they know, nobody living this life that I've wrote
Had to get up off my ass and just go, couldn't put anyone else in my role
Someone could try but they'd probably fold
Some of my friends turned themselves into foe
Some of the shit they were doing got old, you can stay still but for me I want growth
Tryna eat better been changing my diet, controlling my thoughts and just how I supply it
Not focused on things like the whip that I'm driving
They post for the public I'm posted in private
My teachers would tell me keep eyes on my paper
I'm minding my business I'm good with the neighbors
I'm good with my words, I'm not good with behavior
I'm good on my word, I don't really do favors
I mean what I say when I tell you I'm dangerous
Spent my fair share of my time wandered aimless
But now my sights set and I'm getting creative
Payment exchange for some painful creations

I've been all up in it feelin' different, countin' digits yeah
Stay up out my business, ain't no switchin' I been with it yeah
Won't say I'm the illest but I spread just like a sickness yeah
I get that bag, I take it back and flip it like a gymnast yeah

Victory, victory, feeling victorious, I pick a bitch slip her right out Victoria's
Secret I mean it, I'm feeling quite glorious, she got a bootie as big as Notorious
Eat it like curry she call me a Warrior, born in the states with the tongue of a foreigner
Foreign to love so I guess I'm endorsing her, I hit that pussy and call up the coroner
Ain't nothing new it feels more and more normal
I'm filling the hole with imported apparel
A t-shirt and Jordan's my fashion ain't formal
Can't kick what I'm lacing I made that apparent
I - Fuck it, Beaman



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Writer(s): James Beaman
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