On the Ground

Can't sleep where I'm
So long, Still beat cause I'm that
I spend all my time, spending all my time
For short games know that I can take the pain yea
Yea I can take the pain

I been on the ground so long
Kinda hard for me to dream about rap
I swear I have done so wrong
Feeling like I don't belong
And my heart still beat cause I'm that
I spend all my time for short gains
Lord know I can take the pain
Still It's hard for me to think about that
Cause I done had it hard so long
I don't know what's right or wrong
At nights I can't sleep where I'm at

You see these memories fly
This shit get real don't it
Humans be switching up sides
This shit get clear don't it
They fake and fill you with pride
Then it's a weird moment
Relationships full of lies
My soul is still haunted
I gave my self to my god
The devil want on it
They think it's over but naaahhh
Nigga I'm still on it
You see the pain in my eyes
Crazy I still want it
I put that shit in my rhymes
And start to build on it
They telling me to play my role
But I'm beggin you to save my soul
Either kick the chair or take my rope
Cause the flowers never get to me
Give 'em now
Before you need them to remember me
in the ground

I been on the ground so long
Kinda hard for me to dream about rap
I swear I have done so wrong
Feeling like I don't belong
And my heart still beat cause I'm that
I spend all my time for short gains
Lord know I can take the pain
Still It's hard for me to think about that
Cause I done had it hard so long
I don't know what's right or wrong
At nights I can't sleep where I'm at

All of this comes apparent
When you lose both of your parents
Try Holding it all together
To break would just be embarrassing
Drugs lead to the carelessness
Wonder if I can't care again
Body under a spell
Looks Like I'm out of my shell again
And everything starts to fail again
nothing is every clear again
Headed right back to bottom
And that just a half of a year and then
The demons out of my mind
They look me right in the mirror
Reluctant to make a change
stepping time gets near again
I'm fucked up
sometimes I have the worst luck
Relationships that fail
Feel like I been getting no love
I be doing shows and my niggas never show up
So here and now I feel I shouldn't have a set
To throw up
They telling me to play my role
But I'm beggin you to save my soul
Either kick the chair or take my rope
Cause the flowers never get to me
Tell me it now
Before a nigga just a memory
in the clouds

I been on the ground so long
Kinda hard for me to dream about rap
I swear I have done so wrong
Feeling like I don't belong
And my heart still beat cause I'm that
I spend all my time for short gains
Lord know I can take the pain
Still It's hard for me to think about that
Cause I done had it hard so long
I don't know what's right or wrong
At nights I can't sleep where I'm at



Credits
Writer(s): Patrick Smith
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