Sleeper Cell

I'm not sleeping in
I'm not sleeping in
I'll never give in

But what do I do with my waking hours
Killing time in between showers
Meals prepared and then devoured

I want, I want, I want what I can't have
That's all changed, now it's all bad
Then good, then heard, then misunderstood

I'm not sleeping in
I'm not sleeping in
I'll never give in

I'll face this thing it's what I am
Blank stare, smile, cringe, slim grin who is
This person I can't even begin

I want, I want, I want what I can't have
That's all changed, now it's all bad
Then good, then heard, then misunderstood

I stand by my sitting alone
It's the only way to protect those that don't know
How my mind is wired like a clown balloon
Twisted and spinning
'Til I'm all consumed

I'm not sleeping in
I'm not sleeping in
I'll never give in

It's a trial but I'm wired and fired up
A far cry from denial that empty cup
Crash course in long term getting unstuck

I'm not sleeping in



Credits
Writer(s): Shep Gold
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