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I'm on the search for my purpose
Why I was put on this Earth
I like to get all in my head and
Dig up all the hurt
But I wasn't raised in the streets
I was raised in the church
Was taught the stars were the limit
And the sky was my perch
Ever since I was young was taught to think for myself and
But when I think for myself shit gets a little overwhelmin'
Surrounded by skull walls knee deep
In the shit that I dwell in
My brain brain starts to swell
And the voices start yellin'

I just wish I could pick out words
Translate what they're tellin' me
But they get all jumbled up
Like there's a thought bombshell in me
And it starts to get hazy
Like there's some fucked up spell on me
I feed the madness
Rumpelstiltskin raisin' hell on me
I'm tellin' you
All magic comes with a price
But when you leave it up to chance
It's like rolling a dice
But then again does it really matter what I do with my life?
'Cause once upon a time I heard that
Everyone dies

I don't mean for this to come off like I'm sad and it's sappy
To be honest I don't really know what I'm trynna get at exactly
Get at me
My word play and verbiage is crafty
But when they see what I write down they all start to laugh at me
But that's okay I guess we all need a little laughter
In this dark world, constant fighting, black paint plaster
We all need a little preaching
Hear the words from our pastor
While I hide behind my words and jokes
And pretend that I matter
But I do matter
At least that's what they tell us in science class
I might've misunderstood
I don't know how I passed
I am matter
Specific build, schools speak out they ass
How could some explosion in the sky
Go and do all of that

That's when it starts to confuse me
That's when my thoughts go accuse me
'Cause that means there's gotta be a pretty good damn reason
To choose me
Eatin' dinner with the devil
But you'll have to excuse me
Even though the entertainment was one hell of a doosie
You ever think you'd hear the word doosie in a line?
Prolly not, 'cause your mind's not as fucked up as mine
My diction and lyrics are a good portrayal of my mind
I like to say random things and just make sure that they rhyme

Dingleberry new flavor at Ben and Jerry's
It's kind of scary
Like a mixture of sour kraut and strawberry
I'm weary
Prolly from all the dairy
It's not fair, don't know why like it's fairy
Side effects may vary
But I won't get off so easily
Like I do so frequently
Even though I'm so odd
My head's divided so evenly
One side full of good thoughts
While one side thinks so evilly
Adverb for a sick bird if I do it illegally
Give me a minute man, minute men
Concord and Lexington
Whippin' Benz around bends
If life gives you lemons
Make lemonade it's Minute Maid
It's buggin' me I'm sippin' Raid
Car crash triple A

This ain't no Regular Show
One wrong Skip get some Pops to your dome
Then I'll high five your ghost
You know that I do the most stick with me
Fresh pair of blue J's
Mordecai and Rigby
Like Dr. Seuss but more fast
Cuttin' trees for cash
Fuck the Lorax I stay gettin' paid
I'm Grinch made
I don't care who's in my way
But just know that my heart grew two sizes that day
You talkin' to the champ
Shinin' bright like a lamp
I singlehandedly won a dodgeball game back in church camp
I don't know why I told you that
But I swear I had those kids on the ground
'Cause I put on the clamps

They say that time's the best healer
But it's gettin' worse as I'm older
There's more weight on my shoulders
And the world's gettin' colder
One day I feel great
And the next I'm wishin' it's all over
I guess the Earth's not the only thing that's bipolar