Nobody Noticed

I was popping pills and nobody noticed
Gun's safety was off and nobody noticed
These times I was at my lowest
Wish somebody was by my side and kept me focused

I gotta get this cash
It's the only thing that gonna outlast me
Don't know why I'm hung up (Why)
You blocked me on everything but Cash App
That's how I paid the rent back (What)
I was stuck like a mouse trap
Wore that smile on my face (Yeah)
But I knew this shit was bogus
Was in my bag thinking 'bout the times we had
I even met ya dad (Yeah)
Funny how now I'm last
When you wanted my last name (Wanted it)
Who fell out of love first
'Cause I need to get reimbursed (Yeah)
We drifted apart like Moses
I miss you most when I'm alone
I messaged you once
But didn't wait for a response (Nah)
Built Ford Tough but I gotta stay focused
Health low so I need that potion

Where all the people that they said they gone ride for me
Die for me
Homicide for me
Yeah they lyin'
Lyin' through they teeth
Man I should have peeped
Yeah I should have peeped
But I guess that's on me
I guess that's on me

I was popping pills and nobody noticed
Gun's safety was off and nobody noticed
These times I was at my lowest
Wish somebody was by my side and kept me focused

I got nothing left to say to you
Except maybe fuck you
Went back to ya ex
I'd ask why but I'm sleep catching zs (Yeah)
In my dreams I be floating
Heart started corroding
She told me gone be here forever
Said baby you better stop lying to me
I never took you for granted
Yet she threw my clothes on the granite (Yeah)
When you speak to me check how your tone is
I'm high flying like a lotus
Not used to these emotions
Money was the motive so what's all the commotion (Yeah)
Hit my folks
Surprised they didn't notice
Caught them up on life things
They didn't know I was hopeless
Taking something to get me through the motions

Where all the people that they said they gone ride for me
Die for me
Homicide for me
Yeah they lyin'
Lyin' through they teeth
Man I should have peeped
Yeah I should have peeped
But I guess that's on me
I guess that's on me

I was popping pills and nobody noticed
Gun's safety was off and nobody noticed
These times I was at my lowest
Wish somebody was by my side and kept me focused

What's the meaning of life
Why do I suffer sometimes (Why)
But they don't gotta think twice
That's why my clothes dirty
Dirty like my sprite
That's why my belly rumbling
Rumbling all night
She out of sight
But I'm out my mind

Where all the people that they said they gone ride for me
Die for me
Homicide for me
Yeah they lyin'
Lyin' through they teeth
Man I should have peeped
Yeah I should have peeped
But I guess that's on me
I guess that's on me

I was popping pills and nobody noticed
Gun's safety was off and nobody noticed
These times I was at my lowest
Wish somebody was by my side and kept me focused