Dear Marcus

Life sucks

Actually let me rephrase - life is Twisted
Pardon moi and let me clear up the verbal hiccup

As Uncle Thomas - know that I am not supposed to curse
Ultimately though - they are - just words

So let's get it out of the way
And have a real chat- face to face

F - U - C - K, F - U - C - K, F - U - C - K, FUCK
Fucky Fucky fucky and fucky fucky fuck
Shit spells backward is T - I - H - S, "TIS"
Just rhetoric - and - that ain't mean shit

What I am getting at is - it s hard - growing up
As the only child, you are supposed to - receive all the love
Truth is - love s a loaded word - no one knows - what the fuck
But let's say those bad words again before we get serious

Fuck this shit - and shit this fuck

You father is too relax and your mother is too stressed
Leaving you in the middle - confused - scratching head

To know that love is more than just random Alphabets
You ve gotta drown out the noise and feel its acts
Guess what - Your folks were also confused - growing up
Their parents too, scratched heads and - fucked up

But that doesn't mean they were not raised or raise you - with love
It's the what - not the how - that counts - when it comes to blood
Dear Marcus
I know sometimes I could be bit much and go off
Truth is - I want to share my lessons before I take off

Never make choices based on the wishes of others
As they pass judgements on you with their o wn dramas
Easy to make people nervous by being out of the box
Not you, but them - are telling themselves off

The road less travelled reminds them their own sorrow
It all comes down to self love - and that s miserable
Other thing is it s ok to cry and to show vulnerabilities
Even we were taught to be strong and to act with gallantry
Takes a real man to wear heart on sleeve to show personality
The repressed biochemistry that ruined men in history

Know that I may not be the best person to give advice
As you have witnessed multiple kitchen sink-throwing crime
But oh how I wish I had an uncle Thomas growing up
To remind me to love myself and learn to accept my fuck ups

After all said and done
The only thing that matters is just

Follow the beat of you own drum

Boom boom ba
Boom boom ba
Boom boom ba

Dear Thomas
I mean
Marcus