what i've wanted (feat. Portraits of Tracy)

I write my story every day and put it to these songs
My glory days, the ones I live
Will be chiseled in stone
I know I started off rocky, like Sylvester Stallone
But I try and keep going and pushing it at home
I don't have a studio, but the walls of my room
And even last year my album, it was made in my dorm
It's lots of work to balance school and try to plan a tour
But I can't complain, I've got all I wanted and more
But I want the house with a mortgage that I can't yet afford
Support my mom and folk
Like Death Grips be a money store
I know I speak before I have
I put it in the world
Hoping that it can hear me out
And help me reach my goal
I try to put a modern twist on the days of the old
Dripping in gold like I'm a Laker
I hope I can score
Or be a legend one day
Rest In Peace 24
But now I'm a different beast than the one that you heard before

I'm talking bout success
Man I can't fake that
I'm talking big words
That I won't take back
I'm doing all the rest
More than just make rap
And I know this is my test
So I can't stay lax
Stay on course
Do the most
Ain't no time to rest
Play my hand
Stack my cards
Keep 'em to my chest
And put that good shit out
Keep 'em all impressed
Keep on going til one day I know that I'm the best

I'm ready to go
I'm taking off with the control of the flow
I'm building momentum looking for that income
So I know there ain't a way that I could slow
What will he be?
What will he do?
Already can see my have talents grown
I'm rocking my shit
I'm making a hit
Like Slipknot the whole thing I think it is sick
(Yuh)
I jump on the scene
I start to succeed
I live out my dreams
(Yuh)
Even though it's upstream
I keep my regime
Because I'm a fiend
(Yuh)
Don't mean to offend ya
It's a part of the scheme (Yuh)
Oh, you ask if I've seen ya?
Lemme check in the mirror
Wanna play on a stage like K Dot
Murder that shit, you can call me Hamlet
Make you lose your breath like clogged up airways
Make you go so apeshit
Wait
I don't even know
How you been managing while I've been gone?
I've just been moving so fast
And it seemed like so long
I forgot that I ain't been turned off
Yeah yeah
It is my time
This what I've wanted and now it is mine
Went through the motions like I was a mime
Tried to pretend and act that it was fine, well
Now you know it ain't for show
Cause I'm constantly pumping out more
I got one show down
And still plenty more to go

I'm talking bout success
Man I can't fake that
I'm talking big words
That I won't take back
I'm doing all the rest
More than just make rap
And I know this is my test
So I can't stay lax
Stay on course
Do the most
Ain't no time to rest
Play my hand
Stack my cards
Keep 'em to my chest
And put that good shit out
Keep 'em all impressed
Keep on going til one day I know that I'm the best

I'm sorry little fuckers, no we will not fit ya blouse
Coming through to fuck it up, surname Rittenhouse
Keep us niggas close, like we ya motherfucking spouse
Bodies hanging, times is changing
Nigga we keep up, how?
Real words, fuck your motherfucking highs, please
Shit be gone up in an instant, Nagasaki
Niggas better stand up
Fuck it lose control
All you bitches man up
Fuck it let go
Go, go!
Fuck it let go
Go, go!
Fuck it let go
Niggas better stand up
Fuck it lose control
All you bitches man up
Fuck it let go
(Nigga!)