Things I Never Said/L.O.A - Intro

All these thoughts keep running through my head
Going over words I never said
Feeling things I never thought I'd feel

Know I get so locked up in my dreams
I can hear the voices calling out to me
Don't know how to deal
When it gets too real (yeah)
Too real

You feel it when this beat drops
That's one of them ones
I'm here to get my bread now
I don't want the crumbs
Thankful for how it comes
But trust that I want it in sums
Pat on the backs here & there are cool
But I want it in funds
Man I look around and see I'm the only one getting it done

Don't know how to feel
When it gets too real
Sacrifices for a hundred mil
I treat her so good she say shit like how you want me still
Doing everything but staying still
You can imagine how that can feel

(Let that breathe)

Anxiety going through the roof
I need higher ceilings
Said she don't want no necklace
With diamonds in em
I don't care how high the top is
I'm climbing to get it
Say it's no such thing as the right time
God's timing is different
She depending on me
Captions say she fine and independent

Yeah
Put boundaries on me
Look at how I exceeded them
Closest ones look at my plate
Like it's feeding them
I remember I was young and lonely
And I thought I needed friends
But I start to see my life change
I guess that I just needed pens
To reminisce on the things that I needed then
And that's word to my ends
We been at this way before it became trends
And I can't tell if they want followers or friends
Cause all they do is pretend
And they could never be like me
I never wanted to be like them
And these are things I never said
And probably will never say again
Cause I don't like saying things twice
And girl you fine but not finer than the things I want out of life
For real

All these thoughts keep running through my head
Going over words I never said
Feeling things I never thought I'd feel

Know I get so locked up in my dreams
I can hear the voices calling out to me
Don't know how to deal
When it gets too real
Too real

Yeah
Got on my jacket
Double breasted
Left her alone
Double texting
Had a home
But you left it
Threw a bone
But you kept it
Crazy they always used to try to tell me what I could really do though
They said I need to find a Plan B
But I think I found a loophole
I go hard every time baby I'm like Alex Caruso
I can have my cake and eat it too
That's what balance'll do though
But you niggas ain't got no peace of mind
That's what talent'll do though
You was supposed to end up him
But you ended up like you though and aw
Yeah
Yeah
I can do it all but baby not all at once
If you felt like me girl you would do what you want
If you felt like me girl you would do what you want
Would say what you want
It's fish tank baby
We out here just having fun
And this shit getting so real
But this shit realer than it's ever been
Came through with the leather skin
All black on my letterman
Bad hoes you can let them in
And my dawg I'm glad he out
Even in a halfway house
Atleast nigga you halfway out
Parents ask me what's that about
That's something I'll never rap about
For real
Yeah
Started off as Jackson, Jordan, now it's Credle
Now it's just in my nature
Said I was sorry 1000 times baby that I couldn't save you
And shoutout to my ones in Heaven
You know you're my favorite angels
And girl I see you out in
And you hit your favorite

Yeah
Yeahhh
Yeahhh
I said crystal ball that ain't gonna save you
I'm sorry girl no I won't save you
That other nigga no he can't save
No he can't save
No he can't save
Said
Crystal ball that ain't gonna save you
I'm sorry girl no I won't save you
That other nigga no he can't save
No he can't save
No he can't save you
Can't save you
No he can't save yeah