Everest

There's something heavy hanging in the air
Tonight
There's a pain in my chest, my hair is a mess
And gotta feeling that something ain't right
The pressure feeling like a winter storms in the
Sky
No weather man calling for a blizzard
But I see it with my two eyes
(Eyes)

Things don't feel as easy as they used to be
They used to call me smiley
Now act like my life is over before twenty-three
"Just take it on the chin" don't sound so easy
Cause what nobody wants to show
Is that enough good blows
Will knock a grown man to his knees

So what
If I keep to myself
I don't need any help
I've got some problems
I'm a problem
Not to anyone else
They try to help me anyway
Try to find the words to say
Anything to keep me around
Before I'm fading away

This weather is blinding
But now I can see
That I've got to move on from
These four walls that keep me
Should be climbing up Everest
Should be up on the peak
But up on the mountain, it's harder to breathe
It's harder to breathe

Yes now it's harder to breathe, oh
Believe me

The smoke is hanging heavy in the air tonight
To much of this dance with devil
Just to get my head leveled and set right
When I strangle all my senses
Nothing gets the best of me
Except the smell of Next Blue Cigarettes
She left in my front seat

And you gotta keep trying
Your bodies playing tricks on your mind
Is this a fight or flight or just another Saturday night?
Now your alone in a room
And they're counting on you
To be the one with the plan
To be the one who sees through
All this rain, sleet and hail
But the higher I'm climbing

This weather is blinding
But now I can see
That I've got to move on from
These four walls that keep me
Should be climbing up Everest
Should be up on the peak
But up on the mountain, it's harder to breathe
It's harder to breathe

And now that I'm gone
And I've lost everything
I said goodbye to the friendships
That should never have ended
Because of my poor behavior
Didn't your mama ever teach you to treat all your friends right?
Not try'na sound rude but now's not the time
For your whole life story story
So stay focused baby

Now I hide behind curtains and masquerades
Playing this game of charades
Where everybody jumps to their own conclusions
Of what the hell I've been doing?
And where the hell have you been?
Oh where the hell have you been?
And you're never gonna learn how to stand
If you're not gonna stand up at all

This weather is blinding
But now I can see
That I've got to move on from
These four walls that keep me
Should be climbing up Everest
To be up on the peak
But up on the mountain, it's harder to breathe
It's harder to breathe

Oh baby
Up on this mountain
Up on this mountain
It's harder to breathe
It's harder to breathe
It's harder to breathe