Grown Up

I don't wanna grow up
No one ever showed love
I'm walking down this road cuz
One day they're gonna know us

I used to be a little kid
Too snot nosed allergies and bullying
Always felt victim to all that shit
But to be honest it aint always how it sounds
Cuz it was pretty lit
Yeah it was simple and all
But when my father had gone and my nephew involved
It was getting pretty hard ain't nobody to call
But the people i was 'round so shoutout to them all
Cuz i was throwing all my fits and bouncing down on the walls
And with all the drama 'round me that i never could solve
I just stayed inside my room let my mental evolve
Back then i never thought that weed would let the problems dissolve
At the end of the day i got love for my mom and dad
For giving me what I've got shit I'm grateful for that
Though i may not be a doctor ain't the greatest in math
I'll make sure the music's making it last
Cuz

I don't wanna grow up
No one ever showed love
I'm walking down this road cuz
One day they're gonna know us
I don't wanna grow up
With nothing much to show em
I know that imma glow up
Cuz I'm only gonna know love

Fast forward a couple years and now I'm in high school
There ain't no telling exactly what I might do
At the same time I learned just what a mic do
All the bad queens I crushed on cuz I liked to
First time I had my first kiss
It was on the cheek night rally was still lit
Yeah I still simp even up until this day
Back then I was quiet but I still am today
I was thinking far away bout who I wanna be
Cuz I was just drummer showing up at the scene
I didn't smoke the green back then I was still clean
I ain't even drink until I was 16
Was at the Philippines my grandma passed away
But my family had me feeling okay
Ang sakit ng puso ko but i no longer feel the pain
I grew up a little bit so we gon celebrate but

I don't wanna grow up
No one ever showed love
I'm walking down this road cuz
One day they're gonna know us
I don't wanna grow up
With nothing much to show em
I know that imma glow up
Cuz I'm only gonna know love

I'm gon' keep it honest to you
I'm gon' keep that promise
Cuz I'm only gonna know love
I'm gon' keep that promise to you
I'm gon' keep that promise
I know that imma glow up
Cuz I'm only gonna know love

Went one semester spring in college
Prolly dropped out because I was dropping knowledge
Maybe it was wisdom through verses and the phonics
But by then I'd was sipping gin and tonics
Well to be honest all the summers weren't fun
Maybe I was wrong but I ain't the only one
Lost a couple friends but I gained a couple more
Had a couple shots there ain't no intended pun
Sipping on the liquor quicker downing my elixir
2018 by 19 working on a mixer board
Never did this shit before designing beats and furthermore
Praying for forgiveness I just learned what I'm living for
And it's just for me
Cuz I didnt know who i wanna be
But maybe if i find a way to cope with all the pain
Then i could prolly leave a mark the day I leave
Guess I finally grew up
(I'm gon' keep that promise to you)
Guess I finally grew up
(I'm gon' keep that promise)

I just wanna grow up
Cuz I wanna show love
I know they're gonna know us
One day they're gonna know love