Alcoholic
I start to hate drinking alcohol
It used to be a daily thing yeah
I start to hate getting fucked up cause
Of all the pain it brings
But never while I'm on it but more for just the next day
Haven't come home sober cause that shit was a segue
For another rough day arguing with family
Counting down my days expecting to cause a tragedy
Fucking up my liver or my brain or my lungs I'm insane
All the drugs that I'm on ain't expecting shit to change
The sand in the hourglass keep counting every grain
Every second that I waste cause I know I'll be replaced
And don't give me any addy especially if it's laced
But I'll take it any second if it means I'll make a placement
On the billboard top 200 on #1
I'mma kill the beat way before it starts bRuH
Don't stop until I'm done
Cause you know I'm all fucked up
When I'm on it
Yeah you know I got no love
I think I lost it
I don't think I got nobody
I feel so toxic
Feeling like I wanna throw up
I'm just an alcoholic
I'm all over the E just to feel comfort for somebody to notice me
I feel the demons and monsters watching all over me
Overdosing off the drugs got the liquor on the rocks
Yeah I'm never gonna stop it's taking over what's left of me
Drunk and fucked up that's all that's ever left of me
But with the pain I'm dealing with it regretfully
Drowning all my sorrows when I'm sipping on the Hennessy
Or the Jack or Jameson
So fucked up got lost from where the station is
That's why music is where my dedication is
Already lost my head so I never had a say in this
It starts to fill me up and I could feel my conscience weighing in
If I try to keep this up I might not ever have a say again so
To the lames that be faking yeah you can jump off a bridge
Or you could follow the path and shoot your shot or just miss
But keep in mind that your words be cutting right through my wrist
When I'm under the influence I could never resist
Cause you know I'm all fucked up
When I'm on it
Yeah you know I got no love
I think I lost it
I don't think I got nobody
I feel so toxic
Feeling like I wanna throw up
I'm just an alcoholic
It used to be a daily thing yeah
I start to hate getting fucked up cause
Of all the pain it brings
But never while I'm on it but more for just the next day
Haven't come home sober cause that shit was a segue
For another rough day arguing with family
Counting down my days expecting to cause a tragedy
Fucking up my liver or my brain or my lungs I'm insane
All the drugs that I'm on ain't expecting shit to change
The sand in the hourglass keep counting every grain
Every second that I waste cause I know I'll be replaced
And don't give me any addy especially if it's laced
But I'll take it any second if it means I'll make a placement
On the billboard top 200 on #1
I'mma kill the beat way before it starts bRuH
Don't stop until I'm done
Cause you know I'm all fucked up
When I'm on it
Yeah you know I got no love
I think I lost it
I don't think I got nobody
I feel so toxic
Feeling like I wanna throw up
I'm just an alcoholic
I'm all over the E just to feel comfort for somebody to notice me
I feel the demons and monsters watching all over me
Overdosing off the drugs got the liquor on the rocks
Yeah I'm never gonna stop it's taking over what's left of me
Drunk and fucked up that's all that's ever left of me
But with the pain I'm dealing with it regretfully
Drowning all my sorrows when I'm sipping on the Hennessy
Or the Jack or Jameson
So fucked up got lost from where the station is
That's why music is where my dedication is
Already lost my head so I never had a say in this
It starts to fill me up and I could feel my conscience weighing in
If I try to keep this up I might not ever have a say again so
To the lames that be faking yeah you can jump off a bridge
Or you could follow the path and shoot your shot or just miss
But keep in mind that your words be cutting right through my wrist
When I'm under the influence I could never resist
Cause you know I'm all fucked up
When I'm on it
Yeah you know I got no love
I think I lost it
I don't think I got nobody
I feel so toxic
Feeling like I wanna throw up
I'm just an alcoholic
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Writer(s): Joshua John Castaneda
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