I.F.T.

Open up, feel the sun, melt to the ground and try to reflect
And go inside and remember every
Short sighted action has a consequence
I'll try and try again to read a sentence but
I lost my mind and attention
Focused on regrets
So I'll abandon ship
Float with my arrogance
But face down I'll drown in it

So I'll just bide my time
Until I realize it's wasted
Is this what I wanted?
Can't help but forget
I can't make a decision
I can't get out of bed cause I'm
Falling back to the starting line

Hoping that I'll keep believing
Sinking into means to an end
I'll try to hold onto the feeling
With ends I can't meet, I'll pretend

So I'll just bide my time
Until I realize it's wasted
Is this what I wanted?
Can't help but forget
I can't make a decision
I can't get out of bed cause I'm
Falling back to the starting line

Stifled, At a stalemate with myself
Leave my defenses on the shelf
Raise my sails, depart these shores
I'm my own anchor but I think I'll float
I'm afraid to go
I'm holding on
To fantasies of what comes next
With ambition and fear battling in my chest
This is all I have
This is all I have



Credits
Writer(s): Matthew Chiarelli
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