Indecision Kills

And these years, I been walking on a tightrope
Asking "Lord, may I stay afloat"
It's a valiant struggle
The things you don't yet know
Thoughts I ought to stop entertaining
I can't seem to stop getting in my own way
Delusional thinking I'm so superhuman
Drunk on my own impressiveness

Eighteen, oh it really was a tightrope
Up and down, who could say how I might cope
Losing certainty, seems that's how my life go
Watch them live it up, I been thinking twice though
I been thinking twice though
Yeah, I been thinking twice though
They live it up, but I'm thinking twice though
Twice though
Twice though

(Indecision kills)
And they're talking
(Indecision kills)
And they're walking around me
(Indecision kills, uh)
And I'm just watching, I'm just
(And it's killing me)
(And the indecision kills)
And they're talking
(And the indecision kills)
They're, yeah
(The indecision kills, uh)
And I'm just watching, I'm just
(And it's killing me)

I just ask you would approach me earnestly
Cause fake love can be the currency
And all your standards, they burden me
Dropping all facades with some urgency
Fake, fake faces
Lying like you got to some stasis
No one really putting cards on the table
Oftentimes I think we're pretty unstable

Watch them live it up, I been thinking twice though
Twice though, yeah, I been thinking twice though, twice
Yeah, I been thinking twice though, twice though
Yeah, I been thinking twice though, twice though, thinking twice though
(It's killing me)
Twice though, yeah, I been thinking twice though, twice
Yeah, I been thinking twice though, twice though
Yeah, I been thinking twice though, twice though
Thinking twice though