Obsecration of a Plastic Rose

I float moribund
I'm almost expunged into the abyss
Screaming with clenched fists
But there is no sound
Muffled by what's around me as I feel the drift
My soul free of this
Madness, the anguish, the void so profound
I am lost in the blur that just seems to surround
My consciousness that I am trying to ground
In reality but in the decay of mind I drown

Helpless, hopeless, shrouded in cowardice
Restless, senseless, a complete mess
Breathless, anxious, shouting at nothingness
Worthless, numbness taking over

Sands of time, death of mind
Embrace me whole and take me away
Sands of time, death of mind
Embrace me whole and take me away

In this murk I'm bound
In the gloom I'm plunged; my prayers dismissed
And yet I resist
Temptation of dark
To which I'll not succumb; fighting even with
Blood dripping from my wrists
Sickness, indifference, they all now compound
As I lay on the floor and look up at the clouds
I see death staring at me so I stare it down
Cessation is soon to come but it will not take me right now

Is this what I deserve?
If so, then so it shall be

Helpless, hopeless, shrouded in cowardice
Restless, senseless, a complete mess
Breathless, anxious, shouting at nothingness
Worthless, numbness taking over

Sands of time, death of mind
Embrace me whole and take me away
Sands of time, death of mind
Embrace me whole and take me away

Is this what I deserve?

I'm alive
For the first time in however long, I can not recall
I can feel
As if the coat of numbness has all but disappeared
Steel starts to glide from the tip of the blade
From the kiss of the dagger comes crimson cascade
And the fountain of filth pours like smoke from the flame
I take solace in the fact I'll not hurt again

Helpless, hopeless, shrouded in cowardice
Restless, senseless, a complete mess
Breathless, anxious, shouting at nothingness
Worthless, numbness taking over

Sands of time, death of mind
Embrace me whole and take me away
Sands of time, death of mind
Embrace me whole and take me away

Take me away



Credits
Writer(s): Ojesh Lopchan
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