Hold Me Under

Shit
What's the point of anything
I could spill my heart out, but no one's fucking listening
Days like this my reflection is my enemy
And if I seem delusional; it's just me overthinking things
Words fall from my lips
I can't get them back
A penny for my thoughts composed of all that I've repressed
Everywhere I go I've got the devil on my back
Smoldering a hole inside my soul and now I can't get

Say I'm talking crazy
Who's the other guy staring back at me
Contemplating things, making up my mind
If I look will he look back at me
Laughing with his eyes
Unafraid but still can't turn away
Can't let him inside
Stain my afterlife

Honestly in my dreams I'm dead
Everything you've said has ruined the way I view myself
Broke through my mirror again
But its just another way to end this nightmare

Who're we inside
If you show me yours then maybe I can show you mine
We're caught, a sea of dishonesty all the voices still taunting me
Oh, they're always saying
Stay blind, eyes
You see what you want but it won't give you peace of mind
Stay lost
Not where I wanna be
All my fears have been haunting me
Oh, but I'm not like them

I could wash the blood away
But I know that I won't be clean
My sins are equal payment for the suffering that I have seen
And I'm so fucking tired but I never seem to get much sleep
Everything around me's so constricting and I can't get free

Honestly in my dreams I'm dead
Everything you've said has ruined the way I view myself
Broke through my mirror again
But its just another way to end this nightmare

Who're we inside
If you show me yours then maybe I can show you mine
We're caught, a sea of dishonesty all the voices still taunting me
Oh, they're always saying
Stay blind, eyes
You see what you want but it won't give you peace of mind
Stay lost
Not where I wanna be
All my fears have been haunting me
Oh, but I'm not like them

They swoon and stare
The walls are swelling up
I'm so fatigued
Beneath this pool of blood

Who're we inside
If you show me yours then maybe I can show you mine
We're caught, a sea of dishonesty all the voices still taunting me
Oh, they're always saying
Stay blind, eyes
You see what you want but it won't give you peace of mind
Stay lost
Not where I wanna be
All my fears have been haunting me
Oh, but I'm not like them



Credits
Writer(s): Keston Wright
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