Real Feel

Sometimes just wanna die yea right here
Yea sometimes just wanna die
Sog-Sogimura

Yea, said sometimes just wanna die yea right here
See my demons standing right beside here
I won't even lie like I'm alright here
Said sometimes just wanna die yea right here
Yea that's the real feel, that's how I really feel
Yea too many nights that it feels like nobody's here
Yea that nobody cares, that nobody hears
Came too close this time I'm near

Uh, yea oh nah, I'm
Feeling like I-I'm
Out of my mind
That's how I've always been
That's how I've always felt
Since I was a jit, since I was like six I wanted to die, don't understand why-y-y
Don't understand why
Why I can't be ok
Can't stop feeling this way
Feeling like I ain't belong
I wasn't supposed, yea I'm always wrong
Aw shit, might just go Kurt Cobain
Might just go end the pain
Bro chill what you saying
Man listen I been patient
But it's always the same
They don't understand the pain
And know nothing ever change
Bruh I swear I don't complain

But sometimes just wanna die yea right here
See my demons standing right beside here
I won't even lie like I'm alright here
Said sometimes just wanna die yea right here
Yea that's the real feel, that's how I really feel
Yea too many nights that it feels like nobody's here
Yea that nobody cares, that nobody hears
Came too close this time I'm near

Uh, yea nearing the end
Praying to God he repents my sins
I try to be a good person, but
Ok, I been running this race
Been running away, tryna escape
Been tryna change what I know
Cause I don't wanna go sometimes
I don't know sometimes
But I know that I wanna grow old sometimes
I try to be a good person, but
Why I can't be ok, can't stop feeling this way
Aw shit, might just go Kurt Cobain
Might just go end the pain
That's how I've always been
That's how I've always felt
Wanna grow old
Wanna grow old
Wanna grow old
Wanna grow old
Wanna grow old
Wanna grow old
Can't live long like this though

Said sometimes just wanna die yea right here
See my demons standing right beside here
I won't even lie like I'm alright here
Said sometimes just wanna die yea right here
Yea that's the real feel, that's how I really feel
Yea too many nights that it feels like nobody's here
Yea that nobody cares, that nobody hears
Came too close this time I'm near



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Writer(s): Marcus Davis
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