Used To..

Look
It's something about you
Lonely nights when dreams were doubtful
Then words got spiteful
My reflection returned frightful
Thoughts would just shoot through my brain cap
I'm talking rifles
Felt I was vial
I met you and found survival
Shit

I don't deserve you
Never had something so beautiful
Used to the usual
How I feel for you
That's perpetual
You're exceptional
All those nights I lay next to you

The best part of me is you
And I know you let him go
Wishing you didn't have to
I'm proud of you
Stood up for what you deserve
I'm telling a lonely girl she's my world
I'm sorry you've hurt for so long now
Wiped away tears
Witnessed you break down
I know that shit was toxic
What we can hide behind a fake smile
Uh
I know this is real though
And I forgive you for your doubt
Over some shit that you been through
And these women still speak on me
Im exposing the truth
Between my job and chasing dreams
I ain't had shit else to do
I'm surrounded by death
This woman grips my hand
It starts fucking with your head
Somebody begging you to stay so they don't pass alone
Imagine the fucking pressure
Watching people you love suffer and ain't shit you can do to help them
Pushing to love you better
You deserve the fucking best of me
Death has died
And this the body I'm trying to bury
Shit

I don't deserve you
Never had something so beautiful
Used to the usual
How I feel for you
That's perpetual
You're exceptional
All those nights I lay next to you

Yeah
I promise you was good enough
Nights when it was quiet
All these pills
I feel like giving up
My thoughts are screaming end this
The rage is fucking endless
Put my homie on the pendant
He wore this noose as a necklace
Uh
Shit was my fault
It's no excuse for my flaws
I just ain't dealt with it all
My anxiety fucks it every moment I'm close
To reaching hope
Would you hold me when I'm low
So alone
I'm broken
But I promise you as a man
That I'll be the best that you allow me to be
You gave me a chance
And we both have a past but life is all about perception
And baby you're perfection
Your smile is my obsession
Uh
Facts
Catching a glimpse of your happiness
Your ex might have played you
Save me the practices
What we have is that miraculous
Never been so passionate
And girl you take my breath away
Resuscitate
Shit

I don't deserve you
Never had something so beautiful
Used to the usual
How I feel for you
That's perpetual
You're exceptional
All those nights I lay next to you



Credits
Writer(s): Brandon Scarbrough
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