Curses, I Chose 'Em

Curses, I got curses
Inter-generation pain
I fulfilled them, I fulfilled them, I fulfilled them
My Karmas perfect, it's certain
Blinded by the sunny rays
Oh they were sunny days
Why not confess when it's ocean
It could have went a different wave
Fluid, aye, fluid, aye, fluid, aye, aye
Why not apply what you've grown with
Could've had a little faith
Where's the Godliness you thought you believed in

The word was golden then it morphed to coal
My Corazon is forced to what my head is thinking
Steady sinking ship, I own it
All the shit I brought, I took to sail
It's reeking, ooo, It's stinkin'
Tryna hide the smell and fake a smile
Like how police be giving
Fake emancipation, you can call me Lincoln
Covert operation I was so persistent
Oscar-nominated, is it worth it
Now the role is over
Took her through a rollercoaster
And you didn't even hold her hand
You never rode it, poser
I wish I stabbed you in your chest instead of your back
I rest mi ear onto the ground, hear a devilish laugh
I look up desperate to the sky
I see nothing but black
So now I take a look inside and confront what I have
A middle child, a middle man between moms and mi dad
Tell her this, tell him that
I'm rehearsing mi act
I'm quick to change trajectory like I am with mi hats
Just following the recipe

I thought I'd never let you down
Down, down, down, down
I set us up to drown
Drown, drown, drown, drown
I thought I'd never let you down
Down, down, down, down
I set us up to drown
Drown, drown, drown, drown

Obsessing over outcome
Opposition, outrun
Control the Godly timing
I'm avoiding getting out-gunned
Tryna not be down one
Now I'm feeling down bad
Amused you with a two-step
Now I'm on my last dance
I'm only given one life
I live to see a new day
I haven't learned the lesson if I'm frozen in my doom
Pain is temporary
And change is necessary today
Growth is never-ending
And it's pending for me
Do wait

Curses, I got curses
Inter-generation pain
I fulfilled them, I fulfilled them, I fulfilled them
My Karmas perfect, it's certain
Blinded by the sunny rays
Oh they were sunny days
Why not confess when it's ocean
It could have went a different wave
Fluid, aye, fluid, aye, fluid, aye, aye
Why not apply what you've grown with
Could've had a little faith
Where's the Godliness you thought you believed in