Soul
If my dad was the one that brought me into this world
And he wanted raise me but failed me
Since I'm half of him and he tried to kill me
That's all I need to know for myself that I hate me
This shits crazy
I promise if I ever see him again It's brazy it's on sight
Shits making me want to cry
Cuz I'm talking about taking my dad's life
I guess that we've all tried
Of living a damn lie
And pushing the demons down but maybe it's my time
To gripping the G9 and going on a ride in the night and it's looking fine
They will never know that his son is the reason
That he's in the ground in a coffin freezing
All of the family's whimpering n' screaming
And I'm just there standing all callous just breathing
The Feeling of grief is getting way easier
Now I got the iron on my side no anemia
So No one can try getting close the boy that's died inside but fronts on the media
It's another day of a nigga that's numb
Bro I try so hard shits getting all tough
Got to try survive but I can't take enough
Always smiling guess you don't know the darkness much?
I don't care what do on this world cause God is my judge
Think I'm scared of you I've been face to face with a gun
Give me a reason to stay in touch
But double cross me point, aim, clutch and buss
Leave his body on the side of the m25
Is he gone or alive I don't care I'm a glide
It's calming on a drive
Listening to my thoughts hoping I survive
People acting ugly want me to disappear
But when I go silent it's a sudden rise in fear
I'm in my headspace beg you don't Interfere
Hesitating offing next man that comes near
People acting ugly want me to disappear
But when I go silent it's a sudden rise in fear
I'm in my headspace beg you don't Interfere
Hesitating offing next man that comes near
Dizzy and deluded my minds becoming lucid
These Niggas wanting me violent so fuck it I'm going to loose it
I tried to be pacifist to match the energy brewing
But they be ruining the vibe so a Niggas got to Pursue it
Taking medicine so the angels can free me
Being half the man that my dad is really kills me
If I could rip that madness out any day it could free me
Overly tired I wish this world would kill me
Batting the right thing and my thing
Struggling to take a life ain't striking
If it was somebody else would I be crying
But I know if it was me I would be flying And striving
For all the people that are wishing me death
Make sure to burn every part of me left
I don't even want to be here anymore
Pull the trigger walk through the other side of the door
And he wanted raise me but failed me
Since I'm half of him and he tried to kill me
That's all I need to know for myself that I hate me
This shits crazy
I promise if I ever see him again It's brazy it's on sight
Shits making me want to cry
Cuz I'm talking about taking my dad's life
I guess that we've all tried
Of living a damn lie
And pushing the demons down but maybe it's my time
To gripping the G9 and going on a ride in the night and it's looking fine
They will never know that his son is the reason
That he's in the ground in a coffin freezing
All of the family's whimpering n' screaming
And I'm just there standing all callous just breathing
The Feeling of grief is getting way easier
Now I got the iron on my side no anemia
So No one can try getting close the boy that's died inside but fronts on the media
It's another day of a nigga that's numb
Bro I try so hard shits getting all tough
Got to try survive but I can't take enough
Always smiling guess you don't know the darkness much?
I don't care what do on this world cause God is my judge
Think I'm scared of you I've been face to face with a gun
Give me a reason to stay in touch
But double cross me point, aim, clutch and buss
Leave his body on the side of the m25
Is he gone or alive I don't care I'm a glide
It's calming on a drive
Listening to my thoughts hoping I survive
People acting ugly want me to disappear
But when I go silent it's a sudden rise in fear
I'm in my headspace beg you don't Interfere
Hesitating offing next man that comes near
People acting ugly want me to disappear
But when I go silent it's a sudden rise in fear
I'm in my headspace beg you don't Interfere
Hesitating offing next man that comes near
Dizzy and deluded my minds becoming lucid
These Niggas wanting me violent so fuck it I'm going to loose it
I tried to be pacifist to match the energy brewing
But they be ruining the vibe so a Niggas got to Pursue it
Taking medicine so the angels can free me
Being half the man that my dad is really kills me
If I could rip that madness out any day it could free me
Overly tired I wish this world would kill me
Batting the right thing and my thing
Struggling to take a life ain't striking
If it was somebody else would I be crying
But I know if it was me I would be flying And striving
For all the people that are wishing me death
Make sure to burn every part of me left
I don't even want to be here anymore
Pull the trigger walk through the other side of the door
Credits
Writer(s): Benito Andrews
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