Eternal Recurrence

Should I just tell them or do I
Keep ignoring the fact that I might be reliving my life?
These untraceable tests that I keep making
I'm not going mad!

How many times have I heard this before?
Wasn't I here a few days ago?
This exact conversation!
I'm not going mad!
I'm not going mad!

Can I be losing the perception of
These moments, or have I been here before?
They'll lock me in If I confess what I've
Been thinking behind these eyes

I keep coming back, I keep coming back
Just breathe it will pass, just breathe it will pass

I'm pretty sure that I've seen this
And everything in between
No one could ever relate to this insanity
And every time I get out of it, it comes back even worse
As an eternal recall planted deep as my curse

I might be losing the perception of
These moments, or have I been here before?
They'll lock me in If I confess what I've
Been thinking behind these eyes

I Can't believe it's been two months since I
Got stuck in this loop inside my mind
I keep saying It's going to be fine
But I can't tell what's real from what it's not

I keep coming back, I keep coming back
Am I going mad? Am I going mad?

I think I'm losing the perception of
These moments 'cause I've been here before
They'll lock me in when I confess what I've
Been thinking behind my eyes

Am I delirious to think that I've
Got stuck in this loop inside my mind?
I keep saying It's going to be fine
But I can't tell what's real from what it's not

Am I delirious to think that I've
Got stuck in this loop inside my mind?
I keep saying It's going to be fine
But Is this real, or have I died?

Or I have died?

I can't ignore it anymore
I'm starting to lose all my hope
I'm not sure of anything
Help me! Help me!
I need to know I'm not insane!

I can't say how many months have passed
Since I'm in this loop in my own mind
I need to know it's going to be fine
But I can't say if I'm dead or alive

(Just, Just help me, please)
(I don't know what to do anymore, please)
(I just, I just, I can't take this, anymore, please help me)

I can't believe I've spent so much time
Without help and trying to survive
But the asylum in my head was quite
Worse than the fear of facing my own life

I can't believe I've spent so much time
Without help and trying to survive
But the asylum in my head was quite
Worse than the fear of facing my own life