Red Room

Flinching when ya' hug me, my father set in stone
Still stuck at home
I been hiding in the shadows
Misinterpretation left me shallow
Guilt when I speak, haven't called in
Guilt when I speak, haven't called in weeks
Rotting by the teeth, ashes on the seat
Sober when I weap
Ain't no

Ain't no winning here it's apparent
I couldn't care less
Hmm, hard to relate
Maneuver secluded, it's all in his face
I'm hoping we break
So opulence heal what I couldn't wit' faith
(I'd do it again, Hmm)

I know that its Dad
I know that it's doubt
Right on the tip, on the edge of my mouth
That's why I'm here
Under the thumb of a one who impose
Stifling root of my prose
Fuckin derivative, fuck it the same
I am not earning this name
Stripped to a chair, heels cut
Feelin the smell of the rut
I got no memory, days of the past
I got no melody, reachin for the
I got no message so fuck its massive

Wifi keep me bad
Let it happen
Go possum when it ring, I don't leave the pad (Leave it)
Got my reasons, huh yeah
I don't speak em'
What's a homie, no-one know me
Watch my back, I'm indulging
Why she sleeping wit' a wretch
It's the best of me, the green, keep her next to me
My dreams meaning less to me

Bad trip, livid like I'm living on the cusp
Of the same sick, fearin' for the day (oh god)
I'm in the same ditch
Belladonna showed me up the rope, I was nameless
Turn the fuckin' spotlight out
And you the same one that blocked me out
I needed you, in the times where my life turned monotonous, rough
My father dies, where am I?
I'm just chasin the dust
So who am I

Roaming round this telly wit' a heater
If these walls been talkin' shit I prolly please em'
Hoping I can find a way to re-up
Yeah
Man this flesh been rottin' since I caught the fever
Roaming round this telly wit' a heater
If the walls can keep a secret let em' see it
Hoping I can find a way to re-up
Yeah
This the best I've gotten since I caught the fever