My Last Request

Never had a say, never had a say
Thought it'd be okay, choices couldn't make
Cause you'd know better
Then I hit another low note and hear
You're telling me I'm kind of fell short, and I shy away
Always underneath the belt yo
Pushing me towards the edge no, no, no

When you're squatting in my head
And you clutter up the place
With all I crave for
There's no safe return
And I'm a step away
From being locked out so
Then I disappear
Far away from here

When you're hoping for the best
And you cannot see the worst creeping by you
Apparent to the rest
Overlooked my last request, so I move out
Don't ask me about my stare
So far away from here

Never had the faith, never had the grace
Never had the faith
To walk the other way
Cause you'd be waiting there
Then I hit another low note and hear
I kind of fell short and I shy away
Always underneath the belt yo
Pushing me towards the edge no, no, no

When you're squatting in my head
And you clutter up the place
With all I crave for
There's no safe return
And I'm a step away
From being locked out so
Then I disappear far away from here

One didn't have a papa, he didn't know
He learned it from his mama, she didn't know
Another from his brother and there you go
Fucking up each other
Don't give it all, lose yourself
And you become a martyr, an empty shell
So take care of your art heart or someone else
Will beat you to the cha, cha
And then you'll bend
When you lose the Caja, the box upstairs
You've no balance, sitting on the shelf
Swap them for another in other words
Start to be discovered
By yourself

When you're hoping for the best
And you cannot see the worst
Creeping by you
Apparent to the rest
Overlooked my last request
So I move out