Conversations

Look
Shit been crazy with my mental lately
Smokin heavy daily, therapy won't ever save me
Invisible to the world 'less I'm in some controversy
That's complicated, to ya'll the shits entertaining, uh
Can't wish anyone the best cuz you forever basic
Same as those who dickride whoever's famous
Or same as hoes judging you based on how much you making
I was structuring my life
You was focused on picture painting
Young, gifted, no direction, but always had ambition
And vision, so I ain't have to tell em that I was different
Lotta pain on the hearts of a lot of my young niggas
Tongue twisted when we try to express them cuz fuck feelings

We don't really feel that way tho
We just know from how we raised being vulnerable ain't safe
Tell a secret to yo bitch she might throw it in ya face
When you call her out on it, she like "hold up nigga wait"
It's no point in tryna talk now
What the fuck is we gon talk bout
But they don't like it when we fall out
Push start on the Benz and we cruise out

I know I could be real harsh with my words
I won't say that that ain't me
But you'd understand better if you see how things changed
From the way we used to be
Know what it's like to ride or die, know what it's like to fall out and shit
But I ain't tryna waste time talking bout that shit
Niggas say MOB like they really bout the breesh
Still caught up in a beef that started bout a bitch
And idle threats funny, give a fuck about some words
You ain't have that same energy when niggas did you worse
Do something to me and niggas going in the dirt
If they mother feel a way, tell her pray it off in church

I don't wanna be this way tho
But I'm a nigga full of sins tryna get it how he live
When it come to disrespect, we don't tolerate that shit
They get one time to show me after that it's really lit
It's no point in tryna talk now
Cuz what the fuck is we gon talk bout
Gangsta

But they don't like it when we fall out
Mmm mmm in a Benz and we cruise out