Anybody Else

There's a different side of me that I don't really know
I thought I knew that part of me but
She isn't fully grown
I tried to read the policy, guess it doesn't show
Thought I had control of life but I don't

I always bite my tongue
Keep the little parts of me
Shaded by the sun
Just in case I start to bleed

They call it having fun
I just can't get what I need
Wish it didn't bother me
So much

Held up
Shaking
Cause the reflections on the walls
Keep changing

And maybe I don't need
No glass to say it
I'm just tryna find myself
Not anybody else

Thought I saw some old school friends
Looked like they had it all
Photos on their timeline scream
They're happy by default
But that's just what their parents say
Every time they fall
Maybe I'm not built like them at all

I always bite my tongue
Keep the little parts of me
Shaded by the sun
Just in case I start to bleed

I wish it didn't bother me
So much
I wish it didn't bother me
So much

Held up
Shaking
'Cause the reflections on the walls
Keep changing

And maybe I don't need
No glass to say it
I'm just tryna find myself
Not anybody else

Called my mom told her
I didn't understand it
All my friends know their way
All I feel is stranded
She said wait
You'll find your place
There's no way to plan it
Mmm

Called my mom told her
I didn't understand it
All my friends know their way
All I feel is stranded
She said wait
You'll find your place
There's no way to plan it
Mmm

Held up
Shaking
Cause the reflections on the walls
Keep changing

And maybe I don't need
No glass to say it
I'm just tryna find myself
Not anybody else

Held up
Shaking
'Cause the reflections on the walls
Keep changing

Maybe I don't need
No glass to say it
I'm just tryna find myself
Not anybody else