imsorryforitall

This is the only place I know
Talking to the cold
Leave me to sit and think alone
The cold comes after the snow

I don't like anything I put together
I'm tired of pushing to make this shit better
So lift me up off the land, light as a feather
And make sure I never again see this weather
You see the shit I'm up against and wish death for me
Or maybe you wish I'd stop telling my story
I see all that's wrong with me, so even I ignore me
Everything weighs so much, please lift this for me
Aye, it's closing in
All I know's fake just like plastic or tin
Why you keep trying to find me within
When you know damn well I'm beyond saving
Aye, the fuck is this
A small spot of wellbeing seen in the mist
I see through the bait as I ball up my fists
I know there's no hope that I share that kiss
Racking my brain tryna find the solution
It seems I've tried everything, I just keep losing
I wish that I had a choice, there is no choosing
A Tupperware lid inside a lazy Susan
I feel like that cuz I have l have limited uses
I hope that He's seen my misery like Rueben
I see no solutions, I give up, I'm clueless
As to what could save me now, I feel so stupid

This is the only place I know
Talking to the cold
Leave me to sit and think alone
The cold comes after

This is the only place I know
Talking to the cold
Leave me to sit and think alone
The cold comes after the snow