Addiction

Troubled artist, hey let me paint a picture
So as a kid I used to escape to any fiction
Escapism developed to an addiction
Of being high, to survive emotion mixture
When I was a teen, I was just a feen
For the healthy dopamine, the thing that kept me clean
Were the morning evening practices and all the drills between
A brother from the team, switched sports to heroine
Never get high, off your own supply (NOPE)
Motherfucka why, not a day goes by
When I try not to cry, and heavily try
To understand every single lie and deny
But we do get it, I can relate (AAHA)
Even to this date, I really hesitate
And strongly debate, man should I meditate
Or just sedate, to a blissful state

Growing with addiction, man on a mission
Give me my nutrition, take my cognition
Nicotine, cocaine
With sum weed, what I need
Growing with addiction, only prescription
Is a conviction, crazy contradiction
Help received, is a guillotine
Yes indeed, that I don't need

Running line to line, like I'm running out of time
That's a suicide, I do that over mine
Things will get better, just slowly over time
Every single breath, I'm running over time
Running with a smile, saying I am fucking fine
Secrets shoved inside, don't judge and be kind
You know who is also having a really hard time
Literally everyone, so just be kind
Judgin hate combined, tired of mankind
Accept the damn fact, I'm a one-of-a-kind mind
One a one-of-a-kind ride, never any one drey-eyed
Like watching the blind side, when I tell my side
Of the story Its gory, horror category
Definitely tore me, now funerals just bore me
Sharing that story, is difficult for me
But rap sounds so corny for me, next I'll drop that story

Growing with addiction, man on a mission
Give me my nutrition, take my cognition
Nicotine, cocaine
With sum weed, what I need
Growing with addiction, only prescription
Is a conviction, crazy contradiction
Help received, is a guillotine
Yes indeed, that I don't need

Addiction is a serious fucking problem
If you are struggling with any kind of addiction
You are not alone
You are loved



Credits
Writer(s): Otto Laitinen
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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