Gold

Used to have a heart of gold
Now that same heart has turned cold
'Cause you had to lose control
And you chose to rip out my soul
Body and mind, breaking my heart
You're the cause of me falling apart
Never thought we'd go this far
Never thought I'd forget who you are

Loving you is so difficult
But the way you acting has become so typical
These days, I finally know why I let you go
How the fuck did I lose the only good thing I know?
So selfish, can't help it with your jealousy
Really think I'm buying every lie you're selling me
Think that I believe every lie you're telling me
Now you with your friends, wondering where the hell I'll be
And the cause of it, I'm off of it
Spend the last week getting off of it
We're just talking shit, let me talk my shit
Still questioning why you chose to call it quits
I'm trying not to break, feel like I made a mistake
Too much to take, knew this love was fake
These emotions I'm feeling are fucking hard to shake, fuck

Used to have a heart of gold
Now that same heart has turned cold
'Cause you had to lose control
And you chose to rip out my soul
Body and mind, breaking my heart
You're the cause of me falling apart
Never thought we'd go this far
Never thought I'd forget who you are

We always get ourselves back into the same situation
Shit, I'm trying not to lose it with every moment I face it
Goddamn, I'm impatient, and all the months that we wasted
Knew the end was near, spit it out before I taste it
'Cause some might say she's bad for me
I said some dumb shit, hope she ain't mad at me
I'm one of the few that she'd be glad to see
In my dreams at least, fuck reality
Thank God I didn't carve her name in my skin
Fucking my life up for love, the greatest sin
It's not my fault I get attached too easy
I just fucking panic if anyone ever leaves me
Excuse my overthinking
Shit, I probably shouldn't be overdrinking
But look at us, fuck, babe, we're slowly sinking
Fell in love in August, we went off the deep end
This is me trying to get closure
Truth is, I don't want it to be over
You're not the same as you was before
You probably don't fucking love me no more

Used to have a heart of gold
Now that same heart has turned cold
'Cause you had to lose control
And you chose to rip out my soul
Body and mind, breaking my heart
You're the cause of me falling apart
Never thought we'd go this far
Never thought I'd forget who you are



Credits
Writer(s): Chance Pecot
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