Interlude

A2
Tc
Banndigz
Listen
I got both eyes open
But I'm still struggling to see
Aiming down sight tryna put a marker on my dreams
Blurry vision make it even hard to even pre
But it only takes one lens to go and magnify the seen

It a lil took a while man
But I'm getting closer
Had them pains in my heart but I don't need a downer
Man I needed closure having fights with myself using one controller
I think it over
The pain just deeper than it's ever bin
They wanna no lil more but I won't let'em in
My heart nearly broke when I let 'em in
Now I know it's all fake like wrestling

Look it was hard the way I grew up
I was sick to my stomach man
That I nearly threw up
Story of my life used my blood as ink
So you man feel the pain when I write
And it's hard to cover up the pain that's in side
But I'm calm fighting through all these days and the nights
On my graph maintaining the grind to survive
And i laugh thinking that it's just great to be alive
Shit

Man I see everybody's eyes
Preein' all the time
Looking at me wrong
I'm about to go blind
All these fake smiles man it's killing me inside
Hearing konch your a ghost
Man I hear that all time
I hear all my life
I'm not trying to be a ghost
I'm just focused on the grind
I'm just focused on my bread
I'm not tryna be behind
I'm tryna stay ahead
Look I'm my own path
I'm not following rest
When I'm on my own
Man I feel I'm at my best
A lot of bunny niggas try to put me to the test
And these people keep talking
But they ain't saying it with chest
They ain't said it in the flesh
Man it's just a mess
If I spoke my mind a lot niggaz would be stressed
They say the loves there but I know it's just pretend
Man I've always kept it real
And that's my word to end
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Credits
Writer(s): Aaron Lewis-blackman
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