Alone & Okay

Why can't I be alone
And be okay

Why can't I be alone and be okay
Trapped inside of my own head
I can't escape

Usually I grab the pack
And roll sum
Lately I realize that I'm so numb
So far away
From the feelings I wanna feel
Oh
I Thought if I had
Everything I wanted
I'd be able to chill but no
Let's keep it real
My demons my demons
Are never truly satisfied
With hurting me
Needin me bleeding inside
Wanna murder me
Screamin I'm screamin
I'm crying
But nobody hearing me

Can't duck the tears
In my tear ducts
Facade on my face
I pretend I give no fucks
Everybody fronting
like they down for the count
But when you
'Bouta to have a melt down
They dip and they out
Woah woah woah
Woah woah

Why can't I be alone
And be okay
Trapped inside of my own head
I can't escape

Usually I grab the pack
And roll sum
Lately I realize that I'm so numb
So far away
From the feelings I wanna feel
Oh
I Thought if I had
Everything I wanted
I'd be able to chill but no
Let's keep it real
My demons my demons
Are never truly satisfied
With hurting me
Needin me bleeding inside
Wanna murder me
Screamin I'm screamin
I'm crying
But nobody hearing me

I got everything I want
But I'm still fucked up
Never truly satisfied
Until I've been sunk
Underneath my pain
In a grave with some luck
But I'm too scared to give up
Yuh
I just want somebody to care
That I'm all by myself
And I'm losing my mind
I'm afraid to get help
I'm Afraid they gon see
All these bruises these welts
On my heart and just leave
Cuz they see I'm in hell



Credits
Writer(s): Riley Petty
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