like a baby

It didn't use to feel like we were always catching up
I say we'll play it by ear and you say we'll hang soon enough

I don't know why I'm always feeling guilty for no reason
When all I have to my name is the best intentions
Need a pick me up but

I still cry when I hear my moms voice like a baby
I feel younger than I am here
Looking at my sister is like looking in a mirror
Melancholy may be the death of me
I've been fighting for my life honestly

Following always all the rules but I guess I'm doing it wrong
A good procrastinator maybe I just waited too long
I know I'm in over my head but don't hold it over me
Posting everything but then I go and say I don't wanna b perceived
Like cmon

I still cry when I hear my moms voice like a baby
I feel younger than I am here
Looking at my sister is like looking in a mirror
Melancholy may be the death of me
I've been fighting for my life honestly

I'll grow into the person I wanna be
Time passes by way too fast at least
Wanna go dancing until it's the am and then ask why I have anxiety
Here I am again at 7am and when the lights come on I'll leave

I still cry when I hear my moms voice like a baby
I feel younger than I am here
Looking at my sister is like looking in a mirror
Melancholy may be the death of me
I've been fighting for my life honestly

It didn't use to feel like we were always catching up
I say we'll play it by ear and you say we'll hang soon enough