for us.

Yeah, trying to forget hurts so bad
When you was this invested
Had to let it go so I can reach my–
Damn, there she go she callin'
This sounds like the part when I just tear up and–
Nah, turn off my phone
Losing no tears off this
But I'm losing control of my emotions
And I thought I could hold them in
Time revealed the purpose of all this pain and hurtin'
I needed it for my own sake

Yeah, now I invite in, trials
'Cuz I know I get better each time
I get through the fire
My tears to inspire
We were supposed to be oh

Was always one to say how I feel inside
And I won't change for anyone
I seen that it's a gift from God
Still I should've dealt with some myself
Because bringing you in that was not real
We both needed time to heal
Getting close would open wounds that we were never 'posed to
Lookin at your post like "Damn I wish I wasn't that invested"
But I needed it for my own sake

Yeah, now I invite in, trials
'Cuz I know I get better each time
I get through the fire
My tears to inspire
We were supposed to, supposed to

Different but I guess it's over
I was tryna keep you close
But differences in how we cope divided us
Yeah I needed closure
Tryna figure out emotions I was feeling at the time
Then went to tryna hit your phone
And you won't pick up
Then I'm hitting your line for real
Hoping I could make everything right again
Tried to put feelings and my pride on the bench
So I could have you on my side again
Didn't love myself enough to notice God was not the focus
That was damaging, so we need this for our own sake



Credits
Writer(s): Andru-lee Cassanova
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