5 AM Thoughts

Yeah yeah yeah
Mmm
Yeah yeah yeah

They wouldn't care if i leave earth i asked the hood what i'm staying for?
Mini-mansion moms i know she tired of the landlord
This for your block your fam or dead guys bro what you stand for?
I left the porch when i was twelve i should've did some damn chores
Was wifing lil hoes would tell big bro i was in love
He said you better keep your pockets full they don't want no scrub
Don't think them hoes and dudes gone die for you they ain't big on trust
I loved and gave love unconditionally they said it ain't enough yeah yeah
Man i practiced this method told them i'll go up they asked me "how high?"
Told the man in the mirror if i can't do nothing else i'll try
Mm i just wouldn't sit on cloud 9
I gave her gems she know i'm him not them can't be one of those guys
Impatient found patients still waiting not hating
I wish Four was out today they could've gave Lil bro probation
Learned to be Men when we was boys so we ain't doing no complaining
Bad come with the good of course though i ain't give no invitation
New places new faces
Where you been at where you hanging
You don't come around no more Mar
I feel like you been changing
Why would i chill on that block if it been hot and it been dangerous
Why would i give all this up to just be dead or at the station
Let me know if it make sense
I'll go broke now there's a hint
I done been around that baking soda smell i hate the scent
Big bro took a walk in them shoes i'm labeled slow if i fit in
A loud mouth around the house the easiest way to get pinched
No time for getting pluck
I got ideas in the tuck don't got no time for being stuck
It ain't hard to find a hustle do your research look it up
Ain't no limitation to my succession everything a plus
Little steps got big results i felt ten steps ahead
Told bro i'll go get my diploma i stood on what i said
First year a hundred plus i want a whip i need a crib
You only get one shot i'm walking pass 8 miles to live yeah yeah
Hate it or love it ima underdog just tryna touch the top
I was a half of man with plenty sense i learned the game a lot
Not every name that's on the roster matters had to earn a spot
I found value within my self it's time to turn it up a notch
Slept on hits these punches be bringing knockouts back to back
I been had them on the wave like every since i had in plats
My contact full of smooth criminals i got Mike jack
They be on defense so when things get offensive they got straps
Easy minded she quick to think i'm hers cause i was chipping in
Solidified until he got identified it's all pretend
The game never stop so if we lose it's cool we'll ball again
Consistently was grinding on my off days i was calling in
Ain't too worried bout the current state at all i see potential
If they say one day i made it it wont be coincidental
Grandma said i have a message to be heard i'm influential
Up at 5 a.m again just writing down what's on my mental yeah yeah

I ain't never switch up i was growing
Open wounds was hurting you ain't know cause i ain't show it i was stoic
It be the ones telling you you chosen
I made the wish but you ain't cut the cake you stabbed my back because you bogus
Was walking by faith when they folded
You gone miss your shot not taking it thinking you'll "miss" is how you blow it
No "what if's" and "but's" just approach it
Living in the moment with your eyes locked on the prize is how you focus