Hsp

I got hsp, ebv, cf and etfs
I got ht fuck t-lymphozyts
I'm a fatherless child
Sickness came across my way
No matter where I wanted to stay
I was forced in my past
And they'll last till my end
I'm privileged
My family was middle-sized
My parents both studied twice
I'm a white man from the western culture
I don't wanna aquire black music
I don't wanna pretend to be anything
I'm a thinker and a beginner
A worker not always a winner
I'm not trying to compete
I'm not trying to repeat the mishaps from my past
I had big problems but I'm working on my psyche
And it's hard, I got so much that I can't get in touch
With everything everytime anyone can combine
That I'm undermined by the one Divine
no I can't deny that my eyes cry
It's hard to assign to my smiling shine
But I'm sensitiv if I took a sniff of air
My brain reaches hyroglyphs
And I act as if it was just a whiff
But my inner world got an earthquake twirled
If I wake up in the morning I feel horrible
just annoying heavy thoughts break in over me
fatigue is noticeable and she stays
Till I get in bed for the next time
But I have to shine have to work
Have to act but in fact it's a
Hard life sometimes hard strife
But I got to know myself with all my mistakes
Or with what society has taught me
I know myself better and better
And I can listen deeper and deeper into myself



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Writer(s): Simon Bauer
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