Exit Plan

If existence is resistance then I won't resist no more
If existence is resistance then I won't resist no more
Shut my mouth black my eyes and shove me out the door
If existence is resistance then I won't resist no more

Everyday, everytime, say I'll quit, it's a lie
Everyday, everytime, say I'll quit, it's a lie
Everyday, everytime, pump more poison, in my mind
Everyday, every night, it's all the same, I fall behind

I really want to quit
I'm fucking over it
If my brains a home rewired
The whole place caught on fire
Desperation settles in
Not sure where to begin
Every attempt fails
Locked in this mental jail
How did it come to this
Why can't I dismiss it
Everyday ends the same
Feels like I'm going insane
I really want to fight
I say it every night
Tomorrow's a new day
But it ends up the same
Everyday, everytime, say I'll quit, but I'll die

If existence is resistance then I won't resist no more
If existence is resistance then I won't resist no more
My existence is ridiculous there must be something more
If existence is resistance then I won't resist no more

I really want to be
Who I think I could be
But I'm so self destructive
Depressed and unproductive
I never finish projects
Just have a million concepts
As I keep getting older
Less sober more colder
Stuck in the same routine
Will someone rescue me
I can't dig myself out
Feel like I'll die without
The vices I hold close
Even though I know
Fixing me is on me
But I've always hated myself

If existence is resistance then I won't resist no more
If existence is resistance then I won't resist no more
If existence is resistance then I won't resist no more