About Me

Cocaine depression ADHD
Pop some pills and top it off with Hennessy
Spend money just to keep all of the pain at bay
Drug addict with a habit oh so far away
I'll get high overdose and become paralyzed
Suicide take me out before I live my life
I am fine I tell her when I'm dead inside
That is why my mother worries about me

Woke up in a stranger's bed don't remember last week I blacked out yet again
Someone get their girl I think she just gave me some head
Tell her hi nice to meet you never see her face again
I'm a wreck, I'm a mess, I am constantly upset
Chasing checks, chasing cash and girls cause I can't get no rest, no respect
You will never see my face the same again
When I looked into the mirror I saw the child you wished you had
I tried to pull it all together
Went through stormy weather, but the drugs got me feeling like whatever
Look into my high eyes tell me
I'm a lie living like a spy two sides of the same damn dime
Didn't mean for you to cry, I know that I ruined the vibe
I want you to know that I tried
I wanted to leave life behind I
Just wanted to make you proud one day
Play in front of crowds while they scream my name

Cocaine depression ADHD
Pop some pills and top it off with Hennessy
Spend money just to keep all of the pain at bay
Drug addict with a habit oh so far away
I'll get high overdose and become paralyzed
Suicide take me out before I live my life
I am fine I tell her when I'm dead inside
That is why my mother worries about me

I don't know why I am so unsure of myself
I can't tell if I'm paranoid or just a living joke
Living life high not worried 'bout my pride
I don't have time to think about the girl I'll leave behind
On the topic of my lover
Imma break your heart then get fucked up in a couple of hours
How, I'll take you out for Chinese supper
Watch our fortune fade away as our love goes sweet to sour
I'm sorry I can never be enough for you
I'm sorry that I'm way too goddamn much for you
I only acted like I gave a fuck for you
Now you got me thinking that it's better that I'm leaving you
I don't wanna sing bout one more broken heart
I don't wanna think bout how we've grown apart
I just wanna smoke
Problems fade in a cloud of dope
Hide behind the phrase of staying woke hide the fact my soul is broke

Cocaine depression ADHD
Pop some pills and top it off with Hennessy
Spend money just to keep all of the pain at bay
Drug addict with a habit oh so far away
I'll get high overdose and become paralyzed
Suicide take me out before I live my life
I am fine I tell her when I'm dead inside
That is why my mother worries about me



Credits
Writer(s): Izak Anderson
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