I tried

I've been trying to be patient
I've been practicing my oohs and aahs too
But every mention of your name digs too deep
All these feelings unresolved with no clarity

I really hate you
No, I can't stand you
Can't separate the good from the bad
I'm M.I.A and it's sad
That's a fact

I tried to love you
I tried being rational
I tried to hold it in
I was wrong, now i'm explode

While i'm trying
You're lying
I tried
I try

I've been trying to be patient
Then i'm triggered by the scent of yesterday
I'm in a rage, don't want to say it
But fuck it, imma let it sing and throw the care away

You say i'm lying and denying
Throwing dirt on your name
Got some troubles going on that's ok
I really hate you
You be lying and gaslighting
So I cant stand u
Oh is that what i do?
You only listen when it satisfies you

You didn't try
I didn't lie
You did
No way
You see
I'm spiraling

I try
I try

I tried to be
I tried to be
I tried
I tried
I tried to be
I tried to be

Be fucking for real
Be fucking for real
Be fucking for real



Credits
Writer(s): Geovanni Hyman
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