Blue Melody

I don't really care what you hear but I do care how this could affect me
I don't really mind wasting time but I mind when you drive from the backseat
Give me some space not tryna get away but I feel more full when I'm empty
Time is moving slow I just wanna get home but I can't get in with the wrong key
What you want right now
I don't wanna know what you know right now
But I know that you gotta put your phone down now
Look at me you're digging a hole right now
What you want right now
I feel like I'm trapped in a bubble
Our love is as deep as a puddle
Digging through the rubble
I feel like I never got to know you so how can you expect me to love you

I know you can see what you done to me
I know you feel safe when you're under me
But I never feel safe when you're loving me
Cause you took my heart right in front of me
Long as I live man this shit wouldn't end
But I'm tryna change from the person I am
I almost came back the moment you said that

That I really want you and I really need you and my heart stops when I see you
And I'm glad we can't have it isn't this tragic All black dress and the necklace
And the shoes rose gold can we just hold on
You were my rock but you rolled on
You were my music guess I couldn't tune it now my whole life going stupid
And I wish could've found a way to prove it
I was very stubborn but you found a way to move me
We were like a temple that I found a
way to ruin
It was all fine till I found out what you was doing
This ain't a game right now
You must really think that I'm playing right now
I need you to hear what I'm saying right now
Cause my heart don't connect to my brain right now

I know that you know what you done to me
I know you feel safe when you're under me
But I'll never feel safe when you're loving me
Cause you took my heart right in front of me
I guess we'll both know when I'm done with the chase
It's too many things that could get in my way

See I know that you were using me abusing me every time that you said you runaway
I would run after you day
Cause my mind was stuck on the finer things
And I wasn't giving you what you need
Because I was focused on fixing me
Why did I say that i wish I could take back whenever you come back you're feeling me
I know you remember me
I was the one that tried giving you everything
I gave you all of my energy
You said somethings that you shouldn't have said to me
A friend of a friend is an enemy
But you were more than a friend to me
I know you still got the memories
Mix up some lean and some Hennessy
I was just bleeding red
Now I'm just singing blue melodies

Now I'm just singing blue melodies
Now I'm just singing blue melodies