Dead Inside Freestyle

Swear all I need is peace & love
My heart was 6 feet deep
I be so numb
I dont feel shit
Or else it's killin me
If you ain't ever been depressed
Then you ain't feelin me
Guess I'm the blame
I numb the pain
Yea I stay smokin tree
I miss the old me
When my heart
Was so alive and well
I join my heart that's in the grave
Cause we just live in hell
I couldn't leave you all alone
What's on the other side
I'm hoping heaven
Then it's better
If we both just died
I'm layin on my bed
And thinkin why is life so fake
Swear no one cares until you die
By then it's hella late
And even then
Nobody cares
We all just fade away
I be up late
Talkin to God
All I can do is pray
I meditate
And stay away from evil spirits too
Watch all the people around you
The energy is true
Sometimes I don't know what to do
I just ignore the hate
I know that happy times come back
All I can do is wait
Make sure you meditate
Just pray & let it out
The booth a Therapy session
I feel better now
Fuck it let em doubt
They don't feel my pain
Dead inside since 22
But I still do my thang
Swear I went insane
I'm only human tho
Thank god he blessed me with my son
I'm back to coolin yo
I ain't doin no more dumb shit
Ima focus son
Just know you healed my broken heart
When I was hopeless son
Things will never be the same
But just know life goes on
Appreciate your blessings
Don't wait til you dead & gone
Too late when you'll be dead and gone
Wake up before you really gone



Credits
Writer(s): Jesus Duenas
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