Windows (Two Worlds)

The voice in my head is not the same
As the one coming out of my mouth

You took me to kmart then you took me to starbucks
And we actually hung out

You said i'll get far
With this voice and my guitar
Strung round my neck
I don't even know what to say back
Cause girl, i don't really feel that

It's like i'm passing by windows
Into two worlds, into two worlds
It's like i'm born in one place
Stuck in another, but it's just a taste, it's just a taste
I don't know how to change my voice, my affliction
That stops me from living
I'm looking through the windows
But god, i don't belong on either side of the glass

Oh yeah, you practically squealed when i said
Something you liked
You said i should say that more often
Cause its cute or some shit

But i'm just talking
But i don't wanna cute
I wanna be like you
And everyone around me
I'm suffocating

You take me out to the movies
I eat popcorn and i stare
At the screen thinking is there a world out there
Where i'm some fully whole version of me
Then it's over, and we go get snacks and drinks

And I feel so detatched
Like something's holding me back
Piecing things together from things people have told me, the facts
About why i'm this way
Why i can't just go to kmart and starbucks
Like everyone else does
And not feel like i'm split in half

It's like i'm passing by windows
Into two worlds, into two worlds
It's like i'm born in one place
Stuck in another, but it's just a taste, it's just a taste
I don't know how to change my voice, my affliction
That stops me from living
So, i look through the windows
But i don't belong on either side of the glass



Credits
Writer(s): Carys Rose Fletcher
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